Why can’t I be interested in any of these guys.
One wants to fly here to go on a stargazing date and I’m like, “no.” Thinking, don’t waste your money on a relationship that will never happen.

Another guy is in my sister’s ward, and again, it’s never going to happen.

Am I waiting for feelings to show up that don’t exist outside of fiction?

How does one go about having a heart? Can you grow one? I really don’t want to be alone my whole life.