How does one make relationships work?

There are so many factors. For me, though, the spiritual connection is the most important. 

But why, when my sister is a jerk, am I so Quick to forgive? If a significant other did that, it would be harder. However, maybe that’s because if it were my husband then it’d be more personal. 

I said bye to one family today. I don’t know if Idaho Is where I belong anymore. It is so hard not knowing when I’ll see them again. Plus, what do I have in Idaho? Nothing.